RWidy

I wanna say… but don’t know what to say… wanna cry… but don’t know what i’m crying for?. It’s so hard for me to face the situation around me… but, still, I have to face it with the sweetest smile on my face, so everybody won’t know about it.

I don’t want to blame anyone for everything that happened, it was my mistake only. The mistake that brought me not only the misery but also the happiness, that gave me an understanding of something on someone. The mistake that will always be my treasure. I’m apologize for that.

I don’t want to be understood, cause you never can. Let’s hope, someday I can figure you out finally, so we can get along, hand in hand in spending the rest of our precious life. Though I’m not confident with that, but I really do want to try. I just don’t know how to start, it’s so confusing being in the middle of nowhere, so lead me to your way.

I don’t want to feel sorry, cause I cherish for the mistake I’ve done. Every single day of those days I’ve spent,I think I should thanks to the Almighty who has given me this kind of experience. The experience that caused me so many tears, gave me so much hurts and showed me that love is all about sacrifices. Again, I’m sorry for not feel sorry.

Finally, I wanna be honest, cause I don’t play a deceitful game, that’s not really Me. I don’t want to let you down with my honesty, I can’t live with this burden, please understand me.